I believe God is testing my heart to see if it is really true and changed. He has given me peace in the last few days and it has allowed me to look deep into myself and see there is still a lot that needs changed. I set a time out in the morning and of an evening to read the Bible but it seems ther is something missing. I believe in God but wonder sometimes if I am really a saved soul.
I still have a stirring in my heart all the time and plus it is broken from my wife turning away from me now. I guess I need to finally let go and let God decide this path between me and my spouse.
I can't do this alone anymore, I need help..............
My heart goes out to you, and the book is in the mail, but, I am the wife that wants the divorce! But, I keep getting this feeling that God isnt ready for me to do that yet. So I am praying, seeking, and letting God deal with it all because I just can't anymore. I have just said, What do you want for my marriage ol Lord. I cant do it, its all up to you.
I do listen to an online Broadcast and it helps me alot. www.walkintheword.com Pastor James MacDonnald
Thanks for the link, hope things are working out for you.