I haven't been online for a few days as it was a holiday weekend in South Africa. I didn't do day 18 as hubby wasn't around much... i went to visit family... I hope i'm able to do it tonight though. I have completed Day 19 and 20, with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart... it's true...

I called my husband and left a message. He did not get back to me. He said we could meet again and that he has to check his schedule. I think we might be able to meet later in the week, so I will post on here if we do. I am never sure about how much to contact him. If I don't contact him, he will...