I haven't been online for a few days as it was a holiday weekend in South Africa. I didn't do day 18 as hubby wasn't around much... i went to visit family... I hope i'm able to do it tonight though. I have completed Day 19 and 20, with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart... it's true...

Hi again, Yesterday was my day 18. Seeing as my husband doesn't want to spend to much time with me, this is a dare I can't do for the two of us. I decided to make a nice lunch for him and the kids, seeing as he was going to come around lunchtime to be with them for the weekend. He seemed to apreciate...

This has been a bumpy journey. I have had my ups & downs. My huaband can not forgive me for my faults, but I have forgiven him. I feel it, I see it. I write to him but he will not comment directly to my letters. I did find out he is talking to someone at our church about what I write to him. It makes...

4-2-10 Well the day started off by her showing up at school for our daughters lunch and I was already there. She asked if I cared if she stayed and I said our daughter will enjoy it and she was suprised. I thought that was going to be our dinner but she went and looked at a house down the road to move...