Since I can't see him just talk through text mainly the only way I can show honor is to continue to be here and text daily.  And when he says he needs me but then I don't hear from him, all I can do is continue to be here for him and not let my emotions get the best of me. I feel I'm being tested right now to see if I for real will be here for him and if I will get upset and go off on him but so far I think before I react. So I continue to move forward without letting my hurt feelings lead the way. Yes he has been making me feel rejected each time but as we have rejected God's love and He continues to be here and still love us with open arms I will do the same and trust in God that my prayers will be answered. In the end I will be a better partner who will listen fully and show higher respect to him as he should have my full attention as my spouse