Day 12 - Today I gave precedence to jess’s feeling about me calling 8 times until she picked up to tell her something great, even though I call people a lot until they pick up. I now know that jess does not like that and I told her that I would consider her feelings about everything. So now I will call maybe once and leave a text message for her to give me a call back instead of calling like that. She asked me last night on the phone how come I finally care so much about her when I didn’t show it while we were together. I had to explain to her that I want to change. I was stupid for doing what I did before, and that I should have changed six months ago when she was still there. But it takes someone to lose something before they realize how great something was.
Or you can look at it as it takes losing someone for us to realize how much we need Chrsit guiding our lives. Then we would not make those mistakes