Today I was suppose to give him an unexpected gesture (tender touch) that says "I cherish you" since I don't see him everyday I did what I could and I hope its enough to let him know he's on my mind. I sent him a text in the morning and another at night.  Just simple greeetings which I 've decided to do every day to let him know that I do care and miss him.  It's a bit uncomfortable to send a text every morning and night as I feel like I might be bothering him but from what I'm learning some dare's will be uncomfortable but I have to do them and trust in God, step out of my comfort zone as what I've done in the past hasn't worked so now I must do it God's way and watch Him work in my life once I become obedient to His will.