Last night, I asked Court if she would like to go to church this morning. She said that she didn't think it was a good idea.I woke up this morning knowing exactly what I wanted to do, which was get her a M&M Blast from Sonic. She loves them. Problem was that I couldn't just go get one and take it to her without causing more problems. So, I called and of course she didn't answer. In the message, I told her good morning and said I hoped she had a good day and if I could do anything for her, like the blast. She text me back, no, thank you. She will only talk to me through text. A few minutes later she text and asked me why I had been doing all these nice gestures. I told her that God was working to change me into a more loving and kind person. She proceeded to tell me that she would love to be friends, but we will not be back together.I am a little shaken, but I know that Christ will get through this. 31 more dares, but a lifetime of change.
Don't worry about her comments right now. The rejection and coldness you get is all part of the journey. Just smile and know God is working. But be careful not to interfere with his work... There are some journals I have written that will make it more clear if you would like to take a look. But glad to see you are moving on. Trust the Lord and things will be so good...