Ok yesterday was day one. Ok a run down. Me and my true love have broken up. It wasn't a big i hate you cuss you fight feast I'm done! We are not like that. We Love each other with everything we have. My bf just needs time and space. That's fine. But its just been a little hard because it was a whammmmmm gone didn't think he would leave. So there is a little weirdness around our house right now, we act like nothing has changed at all. My mind wanderssssss and I think with my head and the devil finds his way into my thoughts. SO I think stupid stuff then snap out of it later. I knoo how we are and what we have and I just need to sit back and let God take control and lead it where it needs to go. I know I love that man with everyhting I have and want to be with him forever! He fills that void I have been longing to fill. He gives me happiness I have never felt. He's a breath of fresh air. He is my world and I love him. So right now the patient thing is hard for me lol.....because I am a fixer and want to fix this...I can't and It's out of my hands and I need to stop being so dag on stubborn. So if something not very nice was said that hurt and instead of crying and losing it I simply said what was on my mind in a nice way to have him realize that hurt and I love you. It was nice becasue everything was fine after that,
YAY.... so How do you think positive and have faith I am on a struggle
Here is the greatest thing about this new found journey of the Dare.
It is one with Christ. This daily dare you are doing are things that Christ will mold you more in His image each day. Without Him, we only know the worlds way to love... And honestly, we do not know love unless we have love, which is Christ.
With that said, We must learn to love Christ first to love others better. And you will find on this journey, that all the control that we have tried on our spouses were just selfish manipulations.
Christ will expose many things to you on this journey, especially about yourself.