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Day 1

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  • So today was tough I had to do everything possible to keep from saying or even thinking negative thoughts about my ex Amanda. I did it though and I feel it is a good start, but I know this is not going to be easy in any way shape or form.

     

    So, what has happened between me and Amanda is nothing short of one gigantic ugly mess. We went from being madly in love with each other, talking about getting married, and having a family. We planned on moving in together next year after we graduate from college May 2019. But since June 1st, it has been nothing but a war between us. A lot of things have happened we both have broke each others heart, and level of trust, due to both of us being selfish and wanting attention. She has been very hot and cold with me. She will tell me one day that she loves me, and will never stop loving me, and that we will work this out together. But then just recently she told me that she does not want to be in my life anymore and that she is done and there is no saving us, for me to not wait on her. It is killing me her telling me this, because I know she does not mean this, this is simply her and friends making this into something it should have never been. I have not had any contact with her in 10 days, other than her messaging me on Facebook. I did not respond to this message cause I did not want to repeat the mistake I made that has brought this mess about and say something again that I will regret. Please send prayers and words of advice, im not gonna lie the odds are beyond against me, she has blocked me on all social media, and blocked my number. I have done everything in my power to get her to forgive me and show and prove to her how much she means to me, and that I do truly want to spend the rest of my life with her. It has even gotten so bad that her roommate Emily and Amanda my ex went bowling with another guy and the guy was there for Amanda. I am hurt and need help.

  • Welcome.  Do things in the order God wants, married first, then moving in together.  And as you do the dares, do them all except for the one reserved for married couples only.

    This will be a journey, between you and Christ,  not you and  her. She will be used as a tool to mold you. Do a dare a day, no more, no less.  Do the dares as they are intended to be done.  Do not change or manipulate the dares to make them easier.  Do not snoop to see what  she's up to.  Do not read ahead in the book, other than the appendix, especially about leading the heart.  Have no expectation of her  when you do the dares.

    Try putting this in The Love Dare Journal section.  It is under the community tab.  If you have problems finding that section, come back here and let me know.  More people  will respond to you in that  section.

    As you see you doing everything in your power is not going to work. But with God, if it's within His will, has every chance of working, but He will not take away her  free will.

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